I have entered the real world... kind of... not really... maybe a glimpse.
So, maybe I am not fully inveloped in the real world, but I am looking through a window and I don't think I like it that much. At least, I would pick college over the real world any day. I miss it and I'm technically still in it! Crazy, huh?
It's a weird limbo that I am stuck in. I am still financially relying on my parents, but I work from 7:30-4:15. I teach, plan lessons, grade, and worry about students just like a real teacher... but I'm not one.
I do know that I chose the right profession. I know that it will be hard, but I know that I can do it and that I am supposed to do it. It's a mission field, my mission field. I just don't know if I am ready to leave college behind.
It's not so much the place as it is the people. The funny thing is, they aren't all there anymore. I guess it is just a common ground that we all seem to get together at. I miss my friends and that's okay.
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after our very small christmas break - Ryan and I looked at each other multiple times and said, dude - lets go back to college - working is stinky! but be glad, teaching could quite possibly be the most rewarding job ever. Somedays i get chills when "that kid" gets it finally or when they actually start treating each other like family, or when they write you cards and tell you how wonderful you are....it will be great!
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