I'm a big kid now!

I have entered the real world... kind of... not really... maybe a glimpse.

So, maybe I am not fully inveloped in the real world, but I am looking through a window and I don't think I like it that much. At least, I would pick college over the real world any day. I miss it and I'm technically still in it! Crazy, huh?

It's a weird limbo that I am stuck in. I am still financially relying on my parents, but I work from 7:30-4:15. I teach, plan lessons, grade, and worry about students just like a real teacher... but I'm not one.

I do know that I chose the right profession. I know that it will be hard, but I know that I can do it and that I am supposed to do it. It's a mission field, my mission field. I just don't know if I am ready to leave college behind.

It's not so much the place as it is the people. The funny thing is, they aren't all there anymore. I guess it is just a common ground that we all seem to get together at. I miss my friends and that's okay.